I watched a bit of a Superhero Scene
and I saw like a vision of myself in it
wearing The Costume of The Joker
but I didn’t see myself clearly…but I know
I felt that it was me
like a good person…knowingly
the things to do and the things to be
and not about being funny
but that…true sense of identity
perhaps, it is a symbolic vision
like knowing one’s true purpose and mission
and then, motivation
and to also…live without all that do not serve that.

I admit…I watch videos of The Joker every day
because it is something that I associated myself with
and certain characteristics (positive) that I somehow radiate from it
like a favourite superhero, role model, or idol…a huge part of the way I live.

It is quite and individual thing
as every person has his or her favourite character
someone to look up to…and if not a real live person,
at least…A Character That Lives On In The Heart…forever.

–
Bright Blessings,
Joker Green

Why find other different things
like trying out different kinds of wings
like A Butterfly
or A Bird
or A Moth
or An Eagle
because they are all unique and beautiful
in their own way of creation…wonderful.

We are in our own way…and in our own path
and in our own mind and heart…we laugh
in ways which are unique to ourselves
like our voice and our tone
but it does not mean that we are alone
but just that we are special
in our own way
and for what I have to say
is that…just like many things in existence,
There are food and drinks
but in various forms all over the world
but are we to be like that…or in a specific way of life?

It is not a form of restriction
but a form of knowing and identity
for the things we do that lead us to what we are to be
and just like many good things in this world;
Are we to use all of them…or just one and stay true
and stay loyal to it?

At least by staying true and loyal…it shows
that we have our own thing
our own unique form of life
like specific clothing and style of walking
because otherwise…it is like we are floating
missing something
trying everything
searching
until we find what we are looking for
or we won’t truly be standing up on this floor.

–
Bright Blessings,
Joker Green

I remember…last year
at some sport events,
I joined and danced without fear,
Oh, that’s right…what’s the difference?
It is…at that time,
I was fully focused on Being A Joker
and not being anything else
as well as The Virtues of Love and Laughter
and it was like being free.

Truly, has nothing to do with the current situations
or even with the people that I have to be involved with
but remembering…I was different as in…better
in the sense of…much happier
with myself…and the things I do.

I guess it has to do with…feeling like actually free
and in a way…not being judged
in a way that might not even be true
but right now, I have to
with the current involvements
but at least here,
although it may seem personal,
at least certain things are clear
which makes being here…and certain other sites
to be places which I hold dear.

In places and situations where I could be free…and be me,
Well, I know it is not a fantasy
because it happened before;
and I know that I need to remember what they are
and embrace…and hope, and pray…that it will happen again
and even if I do not…I know that someday, it is something that I will gain.

I know that none of us choose to be in such a state
to not be able to be ourselves
but the places and the people who make us to be who we really are,
I guess…let’s treasure them, and have them…and create…that
kind of life
so we would truly feel alive
together
with each other.

–
Bright Blessings, Love, and Hope,
Joker Green

At times…The Lie Becomes The Truth
but it is not what I wanted, but…
due to the circumstances…there’s no other way
because everyone’s mind and heart have been shut.

At first, I was okay with it
because it was someone else’s mistakes
but I took the blame because…my own sacrifice
which also looked like I was helping…protecting
and it was much better than the other person getting the scolding.

Then, something else…when
they were unwilling to have faith and…
would rather believe in a lie
and things would go out of hand
and I noticed that it is due to the lack of…
FAITH…in the goodness of a person
and when their anger influences their misconception,
it is like beating another person, except…
it is the emotion…the mind…internal,
but would they actually care of the implications?
Usually no…when it is the anger taking over;
Usually no…when negativities are their actions.

I do not blame them
nor do I wish for vengeance
but it is at times…surprising
as to how easily and how fast
things would turn upside down.

At least, now…I am at peace
and I do wish that they are…too;
Tomorrow, I wouldn’t know how things will go
but I wish For Their Love and Laughter;
Not their misconceptions and…anger.

–
Bright Blessings,
Joker Green

Have you seen me?
Like my face;
Like my name on the identity card;
Well, you see…
I don’t put up such details
because I don’t want to be defined by such things
but to be defined by the name Joker
who is The Extremely Meaningful Character to my life
but to also be defined by the postings that do
as in…being defined by my actions
as in…being defined by the things I give
but one thing that I can say…is that I always forgive
but trust…is a different matter
because in my experience…it is easily gained
and at the same time, it is easily lost
and it is not easily regained
when the trust…is betrayed in regards to something deep and personal.

Are we to be defined by our looks?
Are we to be defined by our written identity…on the paper?
I would rather…that we are defined…by Our Virtues
as well as by Our Actions Towards One Another
even words…are just as important
because words may not physically come true
but in another world…they could bring paradise
or bring someone…people, to their demise
and that is why I swore to be wise with verbal words
because if verbal words instantly come true,
many people would be suffering right now
because many people say things…out of the intention
to be funny, to have a laugh, and to lighten the situation
but their words…are sharp, hurtful, and at times…disrespectful;
To then say “I was only kidding”,
does not reverse the negativities that have already been spread;
does not heal the wound that have already been created
but only…forgiveness, would heal…that ‘broken wing’
but then…how easy would it be….for that to happen?
The depth…that made it extremely difficult to mend for the sake of reconciliation.

I guess, basically…relationships are important
but treat them with LOVE;
Respect?
That comes only after
we gained the truth, understanding, and acknowledgement of the other
because if we don’t LOVE something,
we won’t care for it…and we would just say…’that thing’.

–
Bright Blessings, and Love,
Joker Green

I wouldn’t know…where to begin
with this
but just a push…to make this a thing
and perhaps…I would actually win.

I see things through the items of Love
like Smiles, Virtues like Kindness
or unexpected virtue like Forgiveness
or perhaps…crystals like Rose Quartz
so pink that it is of Love…soothing
somehow it gives meaning
to me…like Hope
about actually giving.

What I became;
What I have become;
Why the ideas came?
The good things that I have done;
it will not be undone
and people may see it differently
and well…let it be
because I do what I do
although at times, I do not know why I do them
because it is a commitment…an obligation
and it is something serious
like…if I
don’t post something positive here today,
I would lose the chance to spread something good of the day
as in…here
and that is not a good thing
because what is the point suddenly not doing something good?
When I have been doing it regularly, daily, and committedly?

The momentum gained…would be lost
and the rising curve, would go downward
but aren’t we all supposed to go forward?
The purpose is strong…I know that at least
or this account would have already been gone
deleted…without a trace
and that is an extreme form of disgrace.

No…help me…find the strength;
No…help me…find the reason;
No…help me…find the purpose
to be able to go to such a length.

I may be physically tired at times
but I haven’t lost my goodwill;
The Will To Give…Through These Postings
and The Will To Grow and Shine Like A Butterfly.

–
Bright Blessings,
Joker Green