My Experiences Regarding Something
Have led me into having this belief
that we could have dreams and possibly materialize them someday
but about when it comes to maintaining and managing?
Like a big car or a big house?
So large and so luxurious,
but are we able to maintain and manage it by ourselves?
This is…to me, something serious.
A big house with plants and garden and whatever else
but I am unable to care for it by myself;
That is why I would rather have a small place
because it is proportionate to my own capability
and it is the same for everybody else,
Relationships, house, and who knows what else then,
Once we have it…are we able to truly take care of it?
That is why at least…just my own room is enough
because it is not that I do not care
but I am not capable of truly care for something bigger
like a bigger space…by myself;
The least I could…is a prayer
for the whole place
or the whole place would feel empty
like not worth for this whole place to be.
Just like another situation;
I used to buy a treat or two for a few cats
but the number has increased
and I stopped…because of the realization
that I would not be able to keep up with the commitment
because I would be really serious about it
but I do not have enough resources
to truly care for them
because a one time giving is not enough
like life…we don’t just eat once
or sleep once…and the same with smiling and laughing
because it has to be maintained and cared for;
Otherwise, it will be gone…like it never had any meaning.
– Joker Green
Awakened Eyes 